So I had a GIRL moment last night and tell me why I no matter what a husband says to console his wife in her despair, that sometimes it all just sounds like a bunch of FLUFF! (no offense honey) - but seriously!!
I am GREAT with child and all last week Gordon was out of town on business. He was gone from Sunday to Friday night and so all week long I am bottling up emotions that I would normally get to dump on him when he got home from work. I have been feeling just crummy. I am not sleeping soundly, if I am awake it's because of multiple trips to the potty because the baby is jumping up and down on my bladder! My feet are swollen, my fingers are swollen - we'll just call them sausages - and my wedding ring hasn't fit me in months! My back hurts, I feel heavy and tired all the time and HOT - DID SOMEONE TURN UP THE HEAT!?!
So, I had a boost of harmones and finally had an emotional breakdown - "I'm fat. I'm ugly. I'm tired. You don't love me. Star Wars is more important than me to you...." My poor husband!
So, he tried his best to give me words of encouragement and after about 30 minutes of FLUFF - I am crying and say "can't you just hold me and be quiet?" So he does and I fall asleep in his arms. I feel better this morning - still swollen and hot - but better. I think I just need to have this baby and then go get my hair done!!! I am sure my husband will feel better when this is all over too!
2 comments:
Oh boy! I still am that way and I'm not preggy! My ring doesnt fit in the morning, I get crabby when hubby's gone alot as a bishop and such... Hang in there, it is almost over, hormones are a sick joke us women have all been afflicted with for the duration of our lives...boo hoo...dunb hormones
Oh how I feel your pain! It will all be over soon! And then we will complain how we missed it :) Take care, take some tylenol PM, and eat some ice cream!
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