Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Family Reunion
Summer Recap - Part Two
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Summer Recap - Part One
Monday, August 2, 2010
Lost and gone forever...
Am I devestated? Am I crushed beyond all measure? Am I saddened to the point of crying so much there are no more tears in my eyeballs? Yes.
I have learned some valuable lessons in the last week:
1. These material things can be replaced. Family and the people that matter MOST to me cannot.
2. The ring was a token, a symbol of my husbands love for me and I know it is just that. A material thing that I wore on my finger. Though beautiful and very expensive, the meaning and true symbol of the ring still exists - our love. I know that just because the ring is absent, his love for me isn't and HE is my constant reminder of that now!!
3. How tender and forgiving my husband is. I know he wiped out his savings (a couple of times) for me to have that beautiful of a ring and I know it hurt him when I told him it was gone. But he wasn't mad, or even upset at me for being careless and losing it. Instead he has been very tender to my feelings. Making sure that I am happy and trying his hardest to put a positive twist on the situation- like "won't it be fun to go ring shopping again?". He's the best and I am a lucky girl to have his love!!
There might come a day when it can be replaced, but until then, I will often think of what is lying on the bottom of a lake for someone to find and call their own precious.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Motherhood: An Eternal Partnership with God
I REALLY needed to hear this these last couple of days! I am a little bit of a control freak and when I feel like I have lost it with the girls I tend to not handle that very well...I am a self punisher and I can really beat myself up about how terrible I can be as a mother sometimes because the girls are misbehaving or sreaming or fighting...etc. I know deep down that I am a good mom and that my girls love me whole heartedly and even though there are some days that are a struggle to get through just breakfast alone - I know that my Heavenly Father is strengthening me all along the way! I know that because I have felt his strength. I have felt lifted in those "I AM DONE!" moments. I feel his love and his encouragement in me to continue to love and teach my children. Through the temper tantrums and the "I WANT I WANT I WANT!" phases...I am becoming a stronger and more loving and patient mom when I rely on his spirit to lift me and help me to be stronger. I am SO thankful for the two little blessings in my life, my daughters. I am so thankful for the blessing to be a mom and to have the Lords trust in me with these little sweet spirits. The girls are learning who they are and they are growing into little girls who are ready to explore this world ALL BY THEMSELVES!! I love them both so much and when one is screaming and the other is climbing on the table, I know that I can call upon a higher strength and be comforted and receive that strength that I SO desire in those moments. I love that.